To the point where nothing matters anymore.
Breaking down in your room crying non-stop and trying to be so quiet so no one can hear you. Then just walk out like nothing happened.
Losing your best friend hurts and you’ll probably never get over it. But if its for a reason that you believe in then it might be worth it.
I’m not a star athlete, a gran actress, the smart protege, nor the nicest person. I don’t come from the perfect families. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. I’m proud to be a Jasso and a Tellez. They’re both strong families that have each others’ backs. I’m happy that I have a best friend that can show me that. I’m glad that I’m just simple me.
That feeling and moment when EVERYTHING is going great, then out of no where it starts to FALL APART.
I feel that when someone gets close they automatically leave.
Do they not realize that I don’t really care anymore because it has happen so many times before them that I know whats coming and accepted before we ever became close.
I’m done hurting.